Warning: This is kind of a sad blog... no new pics of the kids on this one guys.
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Days like this make me want to gather all my kids on the couch and hug them and kiss them and tell them over and over again how much I love them.
Days like this make me think about never letting my little family leave the house again.
Days like this remind me that even the smallest act can end in tragedy.
Days like this make me want to call my Mom and my Granny, just to say I love you.
Days like this make me overwhelmingly grateful that I know the love of our Great and wonderful God. That placing my family's life in his hands is the only way to live my life. That he knows how each day will end and that will be there for us, holding our hands through anything. I know life will not always go the way I want it to and that there will be heartache, but that he knows what we can handle and he ALWAYS has a plan. ALWAYS...
There have been what seems like so many things happening over the past week that have scared me. Things that have me asking Him for some of his strength to not only get me through the moments of the day, but also everyone that is going through these trials. Last Wednesday I found out that my sweet beautiful very young 72 year old Granny will be battling Lung Cancer this year. They have found numerous spots on her lungs, but we are just in the beginning stages of the battle and so don't have a whole lot of information yet. We do know that there doesn't seem to be any cancer in her brain. Which is just about the only good news we have right now. I'm scared, she's scared and both of us are trying to be there for each other. Most people who know me well know how extremely close we are. Her and my Poppi (which passed away three years ago) have always been a very big part of my life. They were my safe place growing up and I spent as much time with them as I could. I have continued to have "mother-daughter" like relationship with my Granny during my adult life. Not that I don't have a wonderful Mother. I do! But as family goes I have my Mom and My Granny. Please pray for her and I will update on the blog whenever I have news to share.
The rest of the things that have me down on my knees this week are things that are happening to other people in my world. The blogging world is pretty new to me, but I have reconnected with friends who are avid
bloggers and also have made new friends through this world. One of them is
MckMama, she is a wonderful (fellow green, organic loving) christian blogger mom. She has a beautiful
blogsite and is pretty much a superstar in the mom blogging community. Last summer while she was pregnant with your youngest son they were told that he had
SVT (Supra Ventricular Tachycardia = very
high heart rate) and would most likely not make it to full term, meaning he would die before he was born. They prayed and prayed and one day they went back and
Stellen was healed and his heart rate was normal. He was born full term and has been healthy for the past seven months. Until last night... He is now in the hospital for
SVT again and things are not getting better. Please if you have a moment pray for this little one and for his poor stressed out parents that are doing everything in their power to hold it together for him and his three siblings. They are putting it all in Gods hands and praying for him to give them strength and understand for what is going on. Please check out her blog of the full story. It is a beautiful God story and shows what he can do in our lives.
The other things are things that you have all heard about the simple fall of the actress Natasha Richardson that ended in tragedy and horrible plane crash in Mt that ended the lives of so many people. Nine of the fourteen people on that plane were in one family. They all got on that plane with funny thoughts of skiing on their minds. A horrible tragedy to happen to anyone.
I'm sorry for such a sad post, but this blog has become an outlet for me. So at the end of this blog I am asking you a big favor. Please pray for all of these families as they make their way through the tough hours, days and weeks ahead. That's really I any of us can do.